Thursday, July 23, 2009

IM FREE



IM FREE

DON’T GRIEVE FOR ME,FOR NOW IM FREE
IM FOLLOWING THE PATH OF GOD LAID FOR ME.
I TOOK HIS HAND WHEN I HEARD HIM CALL,
I TURNED MY BACK AND LEFT IT ALL.
I COULD NOT STAY ANOTHER DAY,
TO LAUGH,TO LOVE,TO WORK OR PLAY.
TASK LEFT UNDONE MUST STAY THAT WAY,
I FOUND THAT PLACE AT THE CLOSE OF THE DAY.
IF MY PARTING HAS LEFT VOID,
THEN FILL IT WITH REMEMBERED JOY.
A FRIENDSHIP SHARED,A LAUGH,A KISS,
AH YES,THESE THINGS,I TOO,WILL MISS.
BE NOT BE BURDENED WITH TIMES OF SORROW,
I WISH YOU SUNSHINE OF TOMORROW.
MY LIFE’S BEEN FULL,I SAVORED MUCH,
GOOD FRIENDS,GOOD TIMES,A LOVE’S ONE TOUCH.
PERHAPS MY TIME SEEMED ALL TO BRIEF,
DON’T LENGTHEN IT NOW WITH UNDUE GRIEF.
LIFT UP YOUR HEART AND SHARE WITH ME.
GOD WANTED ME NOW,HE SET ME FREE.

---STEVEN BRIEN VALDEZ MAMARIL

LINES IN MA SCRAPBOOK(4TH YEAR)


UNFORGETABLE,FUNNY,INTERESTING LINES..
Haha I cant put all the message written in ma scrapbook..that’s why I only posted lines in here..hahaha..jesz wanted to share..


MARY ROSELLE BAYAL
“mahal na lab ko ang viv and co”

DIANNE GINES
“you’re the best”

KIRBY ANNE DACONES
“Kirby Anne Dacones,dapat ako pa rin partner mo for life”

CHARISSA SANSALES
“tnx sa pag-eedit ng mga pictures”
“sana vien maging masipag ka na”

MICAELA ORIBELLO
“kung kabayo ako,pato ka naman”
“basta tandaan mo taga San Marcos Agoo La Union ako”

PABLITO RANO
“Vien para sa akin ikaw ang pinakamagaling na babae pag dating sa asaran,pero hindi ko makakalimutan na natalo ka sa akin”

CHRISTIAN JASTINE MENDOZA
“start the change..in you”

JOE MARIE TERRENAL
“sayo ko lang naiishare ang mga problema ko”

GABRIEL KENNEDY VENTURA
“badta walang iwanan sa ating grupo!stick together”

PHILIP MARK MANZANILLO
“ung JOLLIBEE ko ngai??haha.basta panalo ako sa pustahan”

REYNANTE DULOS JR
“dahil sa dinami ng..hindi sa dami ng pinagsamahan,kundi sa dami ng kurot,kagat,palo at suntok ko”
“DOTA TAY LAENGEN”(lets jesz play dota)

CHRIS IAN DEXTER VIRAY
“Sa JOLLIBEE at ICELEND PA PALA,emf!!ang gastos pala natin noon”

ARVIN CRUZ
“wag magalit..blood pressure”

MARK JEFF ABASTILLA
“you’re the one who shows me the real situation of the society”
“you also thought me how to cheat with out being caught by the teachers”
“sori din pala kung hindi ko nahanap yung diary mong si LOCOROCO..burara mo kasi e”

JENICA ESTIGOY
“you are one of the most important person in my life”

JOJIE MAE FORONDA
“and COCO pala ay magandang kasama kahit maiingay”

HELENA MARIE FABRO
“thank you sa lahat..siguro iniisip mo wala ka naming ginawa sa akin..pero di mo alam..meron”

KAREN BEATRIZ RIVERA
“tol ka parin namin kahit anong mangyari”
“magpakabait ka na”

ROVI JANE SELIN
“I will miss you especially ung tawa niyo ng COCO”

MA.CRISTINA BELEN GAPUZ
“thank you sa mga pambabara mo sa akin”

ROCHELE MARINDUQUE
“kasi naman pag icausap kita,puro kabaliwan”

ZARRAH ANNEMAY LAROYA
“ung kalokohan mo,kopyahan to the max”

JULIENA MARIEL SABANGAN
“salamat na rin sa mga binigay mong sama ng loob”

PAULA JULIA ECHAVEO
“ikaw lang ang nagiisang VIVIENE LEE VALDEZ”

MA RHODINE SEGISMUNDO
“wag lagging pasaway”

KRYSTER MAMARIL
“only the best is good enough”

NORMAN CABILATAZAN
“Pfitonimoeh ft coco”

MIKE ANGELO REFUERZO
“pa English English ka naman palagi,lalo na kapag nagdrama ka na eh pang nosebleed ibagbagam kinyak”

MA’AM DOCTOLERO
“thank you for your sweet smile whenever you see me walking”

CHRISTINE DOLIENTE
“im just around”

APRIL MICA GINES
“lab you payat”

KIMBERLY DAWN AVELLANA
“maging masipag ka na ahh..kung may iuutos ka wag lagi ako”

ATE JENNY
“ala ng kakanta ng BDC Represent,Chinese version”


SCRAPBOOK IN 4TH YEAR

END 

IT MAKES ME FEEL BAD AND MAKES ME FEEL GOOD


IT MAKES ME FEEL BAD AND MAKES ME FEEL GOOD

I have this poem made by my old bestie(is he ma present bestie??maybe no..maybe yes)..well he told me that this poem is his favorite among all..hahaha..BOKA niya lang ean..kaya I don’t believe him..magaling yan sa salita…haha..peace adik!!!
Here it is his poem..


It’s not me,not others..it;s you
You want them to start??
No..Let them begin
You want them to bear with you??
No..You deal with them
You want them to change??
Cause..
The moment you start facing that reflection..
It’s you..it’s vivid..it’s just you..
Not them..
So start with the change..in YOU!!
With your self
In the first place
IT’S NOT THE FRUIT THAT BEARS A TREE

That poem is written by him in ma scrap book..
It’s the only poem in it..
That’s why I posted it here..

Enough with those BOKA..
Ney..hahaha

2ND WEEK on and on

DEFENITLY,I kinda cant get with the flow of this people em into.yeap yea heared that.well during the 1st week as a college me and mah friend Philip,we were so worried because our classmates have friends na..while us,the both of us..even imaginary friend..wala talaga..but when the 2nd week reached us..oohh it’s a miracle..we gain friends..hahah..i was accompanied by the boys of my block because that time I cant caught the attitude of ma classmates particularly GIRLS.After our English subject I was hanggin out and talking with this bunch of boys with Philip of course,and this two girls approached us..and then exchanging of digits happened..atlast!!At this time im having a great bond with this people..though were different in a lot of things..hahaha..we hang out after classes eating our favorite burger..hehe..and our favorite thing to do forming a circle during our talks bout our next gala session..redrooms,aileen’s crib,quantum(house of the dead),etc..

but behind this new friendship in college I still and never forget my past friends…oooppss their still ma present and number 1 friends.coco and hercx..badly missin yea guys..well I wish yea luck guys in college..goodluck sa ating lahat..

HAPPY DISASTER


1st day as a college??..actually before college I already felt sad and anxious. I know college is different from high school.Really different!After 15 years staying in a school,pre school,elem,and high school.here I come..COLLEGE LIFE!!Im not that type of person who can go home alone,eat alone,buy things on my own,etc.This time my life as a “madam”(my cousins call me madam,whenever I ask them to do something) is over.Its like im going back to zero from billions.Its hard for me to adjust..actually nasanay na ako na im not the one who makes adjustment for others sake..

Well,here it goes,are 1st day is scheduled june 8 2009,since we were affected by thet Influenza AH1n1,are class moved on June 15, 2009.First day:Im expecting a lot,but not that much,when I reached the school,I saw a lot of students..staying at the main gate..well..how could I find Philip??there are a lot of students in here,I went to the lobby and still I cant find him..then I went to the cashier,atlast!!he saw me..then after thet we went to our first room,on the hall ways there are a lot of students, loitering ,sitting down the floor,etc..2nd room was good..even the first..but when its time for our 3rd class..thats mortifying..embarassing..we entered to room p608..we went inside and chatting with each other,then after 5 or 10 min,a girl approaches us,telling “theo ba class niyo??linipat room niyo,tignan niyo na lang sa door kung san kayo linipat” and we went out in the room feeling very embarrassed!!what a shame!!but this scene is the most terrible among all..we talked to this two people who has the same room and subject,like us there kinda lost..then I asked them to follow us in the room p605,we entered,students and the scary teacher were looking as we find a sit..the teacher ask us to bring out a piece of paper,and asked us to write our naman,course,and year..then when we look at the board “history”..oh my..its not theo class..me and Philip left the room,then we enter in the room p606..this time were making sure this is the right room..then that’s it the theo class is there..we were wondering ..where’s the 2 girls??the girls who followed us in the history room..hahaha..oh my,my kasalanan tayo Philip..hahah..see..baka isipin nila sinasabutahe natin sila..1:00 pm..waiting and sitting at the hall way,after an hour,inindian na ata kami ng instructor naming..hehe..tara Philip stroll tayo sa campus,kahit absent na tayo sa isang class kasalanan naman niya inindian niya tayo ee.we were walking,then we hear a noise coming at our back..”uy tol my nadulas”..”ang lakas nga ee..kawawa nman”..after the class..its time to go home..rain..traffic..grabe wala akong masakyan..i went to the paradahan..still ang haba ng pila..palipat lipat ako ng pwesto..nakarating na ako sa baba ng session road..but still I cant find a ride..so I decided to go to the harison..atlast an hour of waiting a ride..finally I catched a seat..hmm..thats how terrible my day is..exhausted..mortified..embarrased..and..what??bwisit ofcourse..fuck and roll nga daw..

FATHER FRIEND

I’ll never realize that fathers day is fast approaching,buti na lang I saw the commercial of “May Bukas Pa”.haha.Well ayun,eversince I don’t know the exact date of fathers day.very easy going kasi acu.im just getting with others flow.Malalaman ko na lang na fathers day pag my nag beep sa phone ko,telling “happy fathers day to your dad…blah..blah”.Thats the time na nagfrefreak out ako.”waa!!!fathers day pala”..pag uwi niya dun ko siya igreegreet.Me and my dad are just like barkada,parang wala lng.When he starts his sermon,I don’t listen,i continue my job instead,pero kahit anong iwas ko I still hear him talking and talking and talking.hahahaha..how stubborn!! Well that’s how much I love my dad,kahit sakit ng ulo binibigay ko sa kanya .oh dib a??hehe..share lang..My dad??very fastidious,especially when it comes to his things.its not a big deal to me,but for him it’s a big deal.just like that.example..his shoes..you hear him saying ”Vien,maganda ba??bagay ba??bka malaki tignan??tignan mo my satsat,balik kaya natin??”you see..this is crazy..hahaha..well a guess my statement ends here..HAPPY FATHERS DAY to all dad out there.bounce..

its a thrill

When I was 11 years old , I realized that I wanted to write. I read a lot of books, magazines and newspapers( im actually a book worm)and that inspired me to write .

When I was in freshmen high school ,our teacher let us to make a short story(any topic,do !) .then the day after tomorrow I was so shocked when my teacher told me that im now a journalist and a writer to our school newspaper,the PARAGON. You see,just because of that short story,i becAme a writer without auditioning.i knew that becoming a member or a staffer of the PARAGON would be great and fun.My first position is just a correspondent but now im a feature writer.i may not have won any high position on the first time I join,but I was proud because,no editorial position,I was still a great journalist,The day Ive been waiting for,our newspaper was released.With all the hardship,it was a thrill to see my article and name on that newspaper.

In writing my favorite topics are about friendship,family, and love.i love to write feature articles more than anything[lol].

I also joined a journalism seminar.I learned a lot of things,like about writing editorials,drawing editorial cartoons,writing feature articles,writing sports articles and copy reading.I won two awards in the said workshop—1st place news writing(2006) and 1st place feature writing(2007).i had so much fun[haha!].

Someday,in the future[haha],I would like to work for both magazines and newspapers and ofcourse on a biggest company/station.I want to get a long with different people,ordinary,extraordinary,famous,not famous and greatest person.Every time I write,I always use my heart not just my mind.I am writing not just because I need money,experience,fame[I never wanted that!],its simply because I wanted to write.Thats it!writing is one way of letting go of your feeling,it helps,so much.